‎2011 is the year that went by so fast, maybe a little too fast. It's the year your so called friend walks out of your life, and it's the year u realise who the real ones are. it's the year you left the most pressure to the point where u gave up so many times but u're still learning how to get back up. it's the year u said u were going to accomplish great things yet u feel like u just wasted time. it's the year u cried over too many pointless things, too many times... it's the year u look back on all the lifetime memories in which u find yourself missing the people in them. But it's also the year u move on, slowly, and u realise that is okay. :)

Hi... I am still kinda new at this...I said to my boyfriend...if i can steal 10 minute from him..so i need to be quick....

I wanna recap my week...well my last few days...well not mine..my families....

Mom and Dad....arguing ALL the time...well dad is arguing on her..she has to be quiet...
so ...my mom doesnt get alot of salary...she works at the store...and everything she gets..she has to give for the bills and school and bus tickets...plus dad gives her 100 euros to pay for food...
dad decided to not give her any money anymore....my mom stopped buying food for him..today dad was pissed at her and threatened her that if she doesnt go buy some new bread(there is bread at home just 2 days old) she will see... I think i know what he meant by that..but lets  continue with this...

my mom wont buy a thing...she cant...she doesnt have the money...because my dad pays the pills on the pc...using my moms bank account..my mom wants to go to the back to cancel that...i recommended her not to..because....well that will make things worse...
Plus dad decided to take my allowance away and told me to get 50 euros to him because a cable stopped working and I was to blame..well It was my fault..i said I am sorry and I will pay for it...but...50 euros and no allowance for months? ...okey..then....
My mom cried today again,...that she feels so sorry ....he kept saying I am so sorry....becouse today is Saints Niclaus....and she saw families buying candies and everything for their kids..and she wasnt able to buy as a chocolate..because of that bastard not giving her the money...I feel bad.. I told her many times its ok..tat we are not kids anymore..but she consist that it doesnt matter and thats she is our mom...she wants to do that..but she cant.... i have no idea what will happen tomorrow....

not a single idea...whatt dad will do when nothing will be baught....we will see...I am as sure not gonan be quiet about everything... If I have to I will tell him I feel sorry for him that he takes money away from his kid..on december... the money he didnt earn but was given by his family and friends on his birthday....that he should be ashamed....

If I have to I will say that.. I dont care of the consequnces.. I just want to let him now how terrible person he is....I feel sorry for him


....Back to my boyfriend,see ya